08.04.09 [Happy Birthday To Qian]

There is a period of time dint update my blog~~haizz~~lazy..
N dint gt any special things was happen in my life too..
Recently go yoga class..feel tired..my all body muscle become pain n strong..
Duno tat is good or bad for me...
Bcoz i am still eat many many "thing" go in my stomach...
cz i am feel tired??or i cant bear it anymore???
I am wasting my time..i know...
Bt i really feel my heart was telling me i am too stress~~
I nit to take a rest...
Bt tat is nt mean i gonna give up~~
I hate myself...when i am keep on asking myself ..
I wan to eat wat???Or i wan to skip my meal???
I feel confuse~~n i wil cry on the spot when i cant make decision~~
Why???i cant find the ans...n i cant solve it...
Like a "knot" in my heart ~~

I love this song!!
Bcoz this song was on behalf to my feeling...

[Just Stand Up]

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
　　It's like it can go through anything
　　And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though
　　Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
　　Ain't got the patience for the pain
　　And if you don't believe it look into your heart the beat goes on
　　Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that
　　Things get better
　　Through whatever
　　If you fall, dust it off, don't let up
　　Sheryl: Don't you know you can go be your own miracle
　　Beyonce: You need to know
　　【CHORUS】
　　Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
　　But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
　　Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what
　　Don't give up
　　THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
　　Fergie: It's like we all have better days
　　Problems getting all up in your face
　　Leona: Just because you go through it
　　Fergie: Don't mean it got to take control, no
　　Leona: You ain't gotta find no hiding place
　　Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate
　　Leona: Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you
　　Keyshia: And sayin' you can't go on
　　Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that
　　Miley: Things get better
　　Through whatever
　　Rihanna: If you fall
　　Miley: Dust if off, don't let up
　　LeAnn: Don't you know you
　　Natasha: Can go
　　LeAnn: Be your own
　　Natasha: Miracle
　　Carrie: You need to know
　　【Ensemble: CHORUS】
　　If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
　　（Melissa: adlibs）
　　But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
　　（Melissa: adlibs）
　　Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what
　　Don't give up
　　（Melissa: adlibs）
　　THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
　　IF WE ALL, JUST STAND UP!
　　Mary: You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind
　　Ciara: If you fall, dust it off
　　Mary: You can live your life
　　Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah
　　Mary: Let your heart be your guide
　　Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah
　　Mariah: And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good
　　Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah
　　Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
　　Mary: And it will get better
　　Mariah: Through whatever
　　【Ensemble: CHORUS】
　　If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
　　But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
　　Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what
　　Don't give up
　　THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
　　【Ensemble: CHORUS】
　　If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
　　But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
　　Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what
　　Don't give up
　　THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
　　Fergie: You got it in you, find it within
　　You got in now, find it within now
　　You got in you, find it within
　　You got in now, find it within now
　　You got in you, find it within
　　Find it within you, find it within
　　Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!


Anyway today is my Dear Qian Qian birthday~~
08.04.09
So here to wish Qian Happy Birthday...
Wish u...
more Happy,Healthy,n Pretty in ur future life...

Let's sing a song to wish u happy birthday~~

Happy Birthday To u~~
Happy Birthday To u~~
Happy Birthday To Qian Qian ~~
Happy Birthday To u~~

Muacksssss~~~~
Although i cant go celebrate wif u..
but no matter how my heart was keep wishing u happy birthday~~okie?!
Heehee~~~